In 2004 I was still based in London when I booked a four day modeling job in fabulous Biarritz. Before you imagine me frolicking on the white sands of Southwestern France in nothing but a string bikini I should inform you it was for a knitting catalogue. It was a stunning location filled with beautiful people but for the majority of the time I was sporting a range of heavy floral cardigans with matching crocheted pedal pushers.
I was reminded of this highly eventful trip because the other day on set I swallowed a fly, mid-shot, and it immediately took me back to Biarritz, to a moment in a forest where another creepy crawly decided he wanted to photobomb my picture.
I am not a fan of spiders, or snakes for that matter, I’m fine with butterflies, moths, ladybugs, even daddy longlegs but pretty much everything else creeps me out. I grew up in the UK where no insect can harm you. Nothing can bite you or sting you that is poisonous, and the closest I’ve come to an injury from being out in the wild is when I knelt on a hedgehog. Yes by mistake. When I travel abroad and suddenly all the bugs mutate in size and develop weapons, it tends to freak me out more.
Now France isn’t know for it’s extremely dangerous wildlife, but we were staying on a secluded farm and it was overrun with spiders. Really, really, big ones, obviously larger from all the wine and cheese. I was dealing with my arachnophobia in what I thought was a discreet and polite manner but the crew had picked up on it, possibly it was the hyperventilating. I knew they had because at every opportunity they would point at me and say, “You’ve got a bug on you,” and laugh as I jerked about frantically trying to shake off an imaginary foe. Even the chef, who only spoke French, managed to prank me much to everyone’s delight.
This went on for two days before we drove over to a nearby forest to shoot a story for the catalogue. Each day we shot a new story and this one had a more ethereal concept, hence the woods. I modeled a range of brown knits as a male model mooched around in the background looking mysterious. The morning went well and in the afternoon we moved on to individual shots. The photographer asked if I was happy to walk with him and his assistant a bit further into the forest for the next round and although I was nervous about heading off the cleared paths I agreed as I could see the light was beautiful. We stepped into the undergrowth and he had me lean up against a tree.
I could see red ants on a branch nearby and some suspicious looking beetles out of the corner of my eye but I decided to stop being paranoid and start concentrating on my job. I began to pose, to lose myself in the moment, I hung from branches, brushed my hands through the leaves tentatively, laughed at nothing and skipped in time with the click of the camera. It was all going great until the photographer’s assistant pointed at my leg and began to say something.
I stopped him. I knew where this was going. I was not going to fall for it again. Yes, I could feel something lightly brushing my bare leg but I knew it was just long grass or a low hanging leaf, I was not going to look like an idiot again, especially on camera. I carried on posing but the photographer had stopped shooting. I couldn’t understand why he wasn’t capturing my hand gently caressing the side of my face. I felt something touch my leg again. I was forced to look down. For what felt like an eternity I just stared, wide eyed, brain not processing what I was seeing, then I started to shake my leg in a wild frenzy.
The fluorescent green, giant stick insect was refusing to let go. It was the size of my calf and no matter how much I jigged or flapped or screamed it would not come off. Eventually I used the oversized sleeve of my cardi to swot it off before breaking out in uncontrollable shivers as if my entire body was crawling with bugs. I looked up to see the photographer’s assistant bent over with laughter and the photographer happily snapping away.
“We tried to tell you.”
I held up both middle fingers.